Day 5: Mood Journal

General mood: Unsatisfied

I've been irritated all day and I hate being like this. Most of it is, I think, because I'm still caught with the whole unfairness of having to take care of the monkeys since they are not my pets anyway. Especially since because I have to take care of them, I have to neglect my cats. 

My cat usually sleeps with me but she doesn't like it that I have other animals in my room, most especially not now when she's pregnant. But baby monkey is still sick so I have to watch over her. It's not like anyone else would. 

And I didn't have much sleep last night because I had to check on baby monkey whether she's still breathing or not. 

I got a few pages of writing in but I know it's crap because people keep bothering me about the monkey. Which of course irritates me even more. 

And now because of everything, I have a stupid migraine. 

I also hate feeling angry at my two sisters because they don't know how to be responsible, but I don't want to always be lecturing or having to be curt at them, but that's just how I feel today. 

In short, today sucks. Hard.